3/31/2026

I took a little break from coding and decided to add some things today. Coding is frustrating. I need to learn javascript because the visions I have for these pages require js. I need to watch a vid on it or something but the channel I watch (that I linked below) only has a 12 hour course on it and I don't have the patience to sit through 12 hours lmao. My attention span is cooked. Obviously I'm not going to watch it in one sitting but I really don't feel like breaking it up. I'm so lazy. I could just read online about it but honestly I don't learn that well just reading about it. I need to see it and then do it myself. If I read something and try to do it immediately, I forget and the informationjust does not retain in my brain unfortunately.

But regardless, I updated the games page a bit and idk if I like it but at least there's something there now. I also kind of want to add something to the main page to make it bigger and more filled but i have no idea what to put. I see a lot of people put like updates or chat/comments but idk if I want to do that. I should put my art somewhere. I did draw a bit yesterday and I really want to learn more. I'm in such a learning mood these days. Well, I'll just keep trying and maybe I'll figure javascript out.

3/25/2026

Why am I so forgetful... How did I forget my clothes were in the washer and they were just there all night... I'm so pissed off at myself. If you're reading this, don't judge me. Or do. I'm judging myself right now. I have work in less than 3 hours and I really hope my clothes can dry before then. I don't know what's wrong with my brain but I just have the worst memory when it comes to actually important things. I always forget to take my medicine on time. I always forget where I put something even if I just set it down. Am I demented???

Anyways, I've finally started working on other pages on the site. I still am trying to figure out the layouts and stuff because I really want each page to be kind of different. Especially the character pages. I was thinking of making each character page look like as if they made it themselves. Nayong would be super emo and dark with these like gothic gifs and decorations all over. Sonya would be super bold and fun. etc. (idk about the others yet lmao).

I am so inpspired and motivated to keep adding more and more to the website. I had a vision for the games page but I realized I'm gonna need to actually learn javascript. I tried to copy the code and use it to make tabs for each game but now I think I'm just gonna either use separate pages or keep it all on one page and just link to the section. I think I'll go with the ladder. I may even change up this page even though it's just a basic diary page. The customization is so much fun (albeit also kind of annoying to get things where I want them). I really feel like I'm creating art. I've even been wanting to draw more stuff so I can put it on on the site. I want to keep improving and learning. I haven't felt this motivated to do something since like 2019/2020 lmao.

3/24/2026

I am very new to coding and I only started learning after discovering neocities and I was amazed by all the cool sites people make on here. I had an epiphany and was like, "I need to have this" and now here I am. Shout out to Bro Code on Youtube for giving me the starting basics. Now I'm just kind of winging it as I go. I only know some html and css but I know absolutley nothing about javascript.

I didn't realize how frustrating coding could be but hey at least I'm learning something new. I guess it doesn't help that I'm the type to want to just jump right in after 2 seconds of learning. I do be skipping tutorials. But it's more fun and addicting than frustrating to be honest. It's like a form of art that I'm learning and I love it.

I love art and drawing, but these days, I've been having major art block and just have no desire to draw anything. Just the grind of work makes me not want to do anything when I get home. But this is a cool outlet for me right now and I am feeling more inspired the more I keep working on this little site.

If anyone is reading this, wow why. But thank you for reading my first post.